The post prior to this....erk.
I shouldn't be thinking those things.....those are things I do not need to think about, and the only reason I even do it..is because I don't want tobe cocky. I don't want to KNOW and then be shot down, like I have been all my life.
If I worry...if I ask, then I won't be soo cocky, so overly confident of it..that I'll get hurt. I trust it..ooh I trust it. And I believE I make myself worry about it, in order to believe i'm not overly confident about it.
It hurts doing that..but it would hurt more if feelings changed. Which they haven't for some time, so I find it stupid that I'm even asking..I'm even wondering. Argh....
I need to get my thinking straight.