Scared

Barely can you read my font, barely can you understand my words. Barely can you....I don't really know. I'm scared, that's all I can think of saying. i'm scared.

Scared that the good thing in my life, is going to leave. Scared that he feels as if I've left. i'm scared that it won't turn out in any way....i'm scared that if I keep things good up here, nothing will happen between us.

I have nothing else to say. My body is aching right now, as well as my head.